My 21 weeks journey

Alhamdulillah ... right now as I am writing.. I am 21 weeks in my pregnancy journey.... lately I am always being in my own world.. I got one email from SPA regarding the application as a permanent staff in the government section and it has been bugging me... in sort of a way .. when I called them, they say the procedure for asking the resume and documents is so that my application which is still under observation and vacancies is still also not certain. I have been working in a contract basis job employment for 5 years already...there are peaks and down of being a contract staff.. Something you do notice is how the permanent staff always saying how good they are and how bad we are. Actually being a contract basis staff will make you more aware of your responsibility .....and not being complacent because one you get permanent basis everything seems to crumble down..just saying because there is a lot of example here and there about what I am saying .... okay enough of this job thingy thing .....I am rather down in my job area that I don't think I can focused anymore...

Let's just talk about babies...

My own experience 

I might not be experiencing pregnancy as what people have said.. might be because of my curvyness.. but recenltly to be exact on this week.. the lil ones has been constantly kicking.... yup you can feel it... because it only occurs at night time... in the morning not that much ..... but still sometimes when he is up ..he would say hye to mommy .....

And I am so melancholic this week..hopefully my emotion does not effect the lil ones... But I do notice when I am sad ..he would kick me ...as if saying I feel you mommy ...... yup I feel you too baby... as far as craving for now I am only craving for Cameron Highland Strawberries... so it might take a while for us to get there.. my hubs are so busy ....so we might not go in this mere future...

Bumpy me <--- getting heavier by the weeks... right now I have gained weight of plus point 1kg every 2 weeks which is what my nurse says that is not healthy... I can't help it... if that is the case .... I do like to eat at night time ...compare to the evening time because working sometimes make me forget to eat balance meal.... Hopefully I won't get so much lecture... being pregnant is a wonderfull experience... but still I am already burden by injecting myself everyday for 4 times.. I do hope that life would be much more simpler which is of course is something to talk about..

Overall life has been okay I manage to swim 10 laps recently ....preggy mommies exercise..... and I manage to make use of my annual leave to settle dental appointment and eye appointment.. so thats that...

Our own self , we are quite happy except the bickering part of me not getting the fulfillment of going to Cameron highland.. I guess I have to wait some more because My Hubs are so busy with Le Tour De Langkawi preparations...

So this is my updates on being 21 .weeks....my lil ones..may you be safe always and be happy at your mummy's big tummy..love you so much and hopefully everything is okay ....and we are excited to see you soon...

XOXO Bee