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Tuesday, January 28, 2014

My 21 weeks journey

Alhamdulillah ... right now as I am writing.. I am 21 weeks in my pregnancy journey.... lately I am always being in my own world.. I got one email from SPA regarding the application as a permanent staff in the government section and it has been bugging me... in sort of a way .. when I called them, they say the procedure for asking the resume and documents is so that my application which is still under observation and vacancies is still also not certain. I have been working in a contract basis job employment for 5 years already...there are peaks and down of being a contract staff.. Something you do notice is how the permanent staff always saying how good they are and how bad we are. Actually being a contract basis staff will make you more aware of your responsibility .....and not being complacent because one you get permanent basis everything seems to crumble down..just saying because there is a lot of example here and there about what I am saying .... okay enough of this job thingy thing .....I am rather down in my job area that I don't think I can focused anymore...

Let's just talk about babies...

My own experience 

I might not be experiencing pregnancy as what people have said.. might be because of my curvyness.. but recenltly to be exact on this week.. the lil ones has been constantly kicking.... yup you can feel it... because it only occurs at night time... in the morning not that much ..... but still sometimes when he is up ..he would say hye to mommy .....

And I am so melancholic this week..hopefully my emotion does not effect the lil ones... But I do notice when I am sad ..he would kick me ...as if saying I feel you mommy ...... yup I feel you too baby... as far as craving for now I am only craving for Cameron Highland Strawberries... so it might take a while for us to get there.. my hubs are so busy ....so we might not go in this mere future...

Bumpy me <--- getting heavier by the weeks... right now I have gained weight of plus point 1kg every 2 weeks which is what my nurse says that is not healthy... I can't help it... if that is the case .... I do like to eat at night time ...compare to the evening time because working sometimes make me forget to eat balance meal.... Hopefully I won't get so much lecture... being pregnant is a wonderfull experience... but still I am already burden by injecting myself everyday for 4 times.. I do hope that life would be much more simpler which is of course is something to talk about..

Overall life has been okay I manage to swim 10 laps recently ....preggy mommies exercise..... and I manage to make use of my annual leave to settle dental appointment and eye appointment.. so thats that...

Our own self , we are quite happy except the bickering part of me not getting the fulfillment of going to Cameron highland.. I guess I have to wait some more because My Hubs are so busy with Le Tour De Langkawi preparations...

So this is my updates on being 21 .weeks....my lil ones..may you be safe always and be happy at your mummy's big tummy..love you so much and hopefully everything is okay ....and we are excited to see you soon...

XOXO Bee

Sunday, January 26, 2014

Learning to write again after 2 years of hiatus

Hye everyone.. I guess its been a hectic year I am actually quite busy updating my other blog that I miss editing this blog ...so to that notion here we go .. I guess this blog is on hiatus mode as I am ...but to spruce things up ...lets just catch up... I might be dedicating this blogs to me and my lil bundle of joy ...but soon I guess because for the moment I am still thinking what is the focus for the blog itself... let me just summarize everything for you or I guess just talk about the new year ....


We are expecting

Currently I am 5 month and 1 week pregnant... at this time ... both of us have been trying to conceive for 5 years now.. It's all thanks to Allah wills to give us this special gift. I was going to give up soon... not giving up on life but giving up on naturally conceiving.. I thought that last year I would by the end of the year try to do all the medical procedure.. which are IUI or even IVF. But Allah has bestows us a gift way beyond everything... Last Aug 2013 the lil ones was created and I am due on early June 2014. Being pregnant was the most beautiful thing ever despite me being diagnosed with GDM (Gestational Diabetes Maternity) I am already diabetic...so this comes to not a surprise for both of us..the only thing is right now it's quite hard for me to inject 4 times a day.. but still I am trying my level best.. There are a lot of risk for me and my baby if I did not take any action... so most probably the blog here will focus on me and my pregnancy journey....

let just sneak peek on the lil ones okay


He is going strong ...yup....its a he.. I recall that for the first scan we are expecting a baby boy...but still some people said that it might change because for the moment our baby (5 month old) is quite small for us to detect its gender.. what ever it is both of us are happy with the lil ones...

We are moving house

As such my belly is getting rounder and heavier by the day.. my hubs decided its time to move. We have been living in a 5 storey flats since I was married to him. So since I am already so rounded and feel tired all the way around .. my office is 3 star above and my house is also in the 3rd floor. Hubs decided to apply for a government servant quaters..and luck was in our application. We are moving to the KT town near a hypermarket. Now its will only take me half a way to go to work and Hubs working place will be only 10 minutes distance from home.....and blessed our rezki this month ..we have been winning some really cool gadget and electronic stuff.. Now for our new house ... We did get a new cake over, microwave oven, coffee maker, and gas stove.. seee .... Allah is mighty because both of us are saving for the lil ones so the extra electical item will help ease our burden.. Cant wait to actualy move to a better place .... and nearer to Giants.. looks like I'll be checking in most of the time there ....

I'll make a post on our new place soon.....

Okay I guess for the moment only this 2 topic goes on my mind..but I'll update somemore soon for everyone .... until then take care guys and have a fun day up ahead....


xoxo Bee